that man

No one knew we would say goodbye this easily
However we still separated
With the memories we built for a long time, now gone
How did we at such a young age
Meet each other, I don’t even remember how
Difficult for us to handle the maps of our changing selves
They said saying goodbyes are painful
But I didn’t even have time to feel that
I just thought this is the way staying composed
But I cried
Time passed it gave me a simple yearning
Different from what my mind was seeing
At first friends then next as lovers
We said we’d stay as friends even if we separated

We contacted each other sometimes
Even if I met someone else again
Even I loved again
Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word just tears falling
You have to meet a good person
I thought in my heart without any words
I asked if you still liked me without any thought hoping you say it back
I know
We had the most pure love
Back then we thought that kind of love couldn’t be done again se we saved it in out memories
Often I feel a cold feeling from you
But now I know you can not ask anything

After that for a long time I was speechless
Then I cried they were your last words to me
For the only words I wanted to hear was that you loved me

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I wish my chest was frozen
So that my burning heart would cool down
Please stop, heart of mine
The aching is painful

It’s OK, it’ll be OK
I calm my burnt heart
But my lips tremble and my eyes fill up
I don’t want to cry, but my tears won’t take note

What should I do? I love that child
She smiles at me, not knowing how I feel
What should I do? If she finds me like this
I won’t be able to see her smile again
The look of love may reflect in my eyes
So I gaze at her with caution

I say no, to quit it
And stop my breath so my heart won’t beat
But my lips tremble and my eyes fill up
I’m crushed once more by my sighs

What should I do? I love that child
She smiles at me, not knowing how I feel
What should I do? If she finds me like this
I won’t be able to see her smile again
I love you, but you still don’t know me
I’ll pine for your eternally